Stupid feeling }

yesterday I dreamt someone came ; gives me happiness ; but all I get today is hurt ..!
I don't blame any one ; I just blame my self ; my stupid feelings more and more ..!
It's not the first time .. everytime I feel hurt ; I become a big liar ; I feel bad .. my heart was hurt ; but I act I'm fine..I act strong even I'm so weak ..!
and It's so hard ..!

happy times is far away from me ; it's the fact which I should beleive it ..
I must not wait someone cares about my feelings ; becuse It's really wont happen anymore..!

I want happy }

There are things touch by feeling ;
can't ask for it ; can't talk about it ;
but I need who can feel what I like ;
without talking ; without asking
I need who surprises me and makes something I love it
I really need surprize happy ; which builds my broken feelings

I wanna scream }

I wanna cry ; I wanna scream ;
I wanna someone come ;
hugs me ;cares me; feels what I feel ;
and say I'm always beside you )=

{ تمرّد..!

أتمنى أن أتجرّد عن وآقعي..!
أن اتمرّد على كل مسميّآت العآدآت و التقآليد..!
ان أكسر كل القيود..!
أن أعيش يوماً ؛ انآ ..!
بلآ قوآنين ؛ بلآ حدود ..!
أنآ كمآ احب ؛ انآ كمآ افكر ؛ انآ كمآ اتصوّر ..!
أن أعيش خيآلاً ؛ أسقطه على وآقعي ..!
أن أخلع الخجل ؛ أتجرأ ؛ و لآ يُنظر لي بـ أني مخطئة..!
أتمنى يوماً ؛ أنآ ؛ بلآ أبجديآت الممنوع ..!

everything will be ok }

everything will be ok "
that's the whole thing what I can say to you..!
you always make me strong ; but now you're a weak ..so weak..!
you feel worst and worst ;
even I tried to do every thing may make you happy ; you don't give me a chance ; don't listen to what I said..!

I wish if I can bring to you who will make you happy ;
It's hard to say that ; but I beleive now .. I'm not the person who you need beside you..!
I want you happy ; whatever it costs ; even I'll feel pain..!

when you sad }

when you feel sad ; I feel lost..!
I try my best to be beside you ; to make you forget every thing..!
when you came to me and said that you're tired ; I felt every thing was broken inside me..!
and I don't know what should I do ?
I think as you think ; I feel what you feel ..!
your soul lives in me ; even we're far away from each other ..!
be sure ;
I'm always feel worried about you
I'm always feel worried about you
I'm always feel worried about you
I'm always feel worried about you

{ وحدة..!

أمنيآتي مجرد حبر بدون ورق
و أحلآمي دهآليز أضيع فـ لآ أصِل إليهآ..!

أشعر بـ وحدة مميتة
أتمنى قلباً يسمعني ؛ و روحاً تسعدني
كم انآ بـ حآجة لأن أشعر بـ أنّ هنآك فعلاً من بي يهتم
من يقرأني بدون حروف ؛
من أثق بـ أنه لن يتركني يوماً بـ منتصف الطريق ؛
من يعشق فرحي و يكره جرحي ؛
فـ أنى لي هذآ ..!